July...

well half way through july...

I thought i would be posting way more then i currently am... my little
over acheiver in me was hoping to post everyday...

lately i have enough energy to produce a shite load of creative
thoughts - dreams of landscape design, decorating, canvases.... (i
even hauled a giant new canvas out and some paints - which now have
been sitting in the living room for a week)

the juices are flowing - i love it!!! life and a little things called
motivation are lacking.

joelle has a new bed time routine which creeps into my free time at
night - her bed time routine consists of (no matter what time we put
her to bed) bath, two stories - everybody poops and i love you
forever, prayers, back rubs and then 1 hour of restless wiggling,
singing, cuddling with mommy only, and then drifting to sleep by
8:45pm....

by now my energy has dipped and all i want is a giant glass of wine
and to watch a show and eat junk food...

to feel like i have more free time i have pushed my bed time to 11 or
12 ... but still getting up at 6:15am - and heading strong into my
day with very little patience and feeling groggy.

goals

- be intentional about being active
- continue to put my family's needs as a whole and individuals first
- relax - don't over work
- find a CLEANING LADY!!!!
- be creative

three cheers for me